Monday, January 25, 2010
so much of theory just three to two hours
and i m yawning away each min ticks away
today periods came didn't came for like 6 months plus
power yes i know went to KKH to see a senior specalist
she said it might be i dont want to say here
the though of mea classmates they dont like me
makes my mood everyday so boring i dont live for them
but why why do they do dislike me why they dont start to talk to me yet
even a little hi or bye also cannot i rather not go bother people
i rather eat alone go toilet alone even got 1 to 45 mins break i alone go library
is study life suppose to be alone i know its dam pathenic i have changed already
why is no one accepting me why they still give me the same stares and looks
even having a close friend i trust in school is so diffluct i dont really know what i should do
i can quit school but i will be letting my parents down its not really much of my intrest to be a pastry chef
no teachers/mentors can help me how do i slove this i need a listening ear haiz i hate mea pathenic life
i avoid all practical only theory i go moodlesss man argh help me man fucking cb larh maybe i should stick back to
my stupid attitude all that effort for nothing my vugulars and temper should come back isn't it i have been like
that for term1 , 2 & now 3 . ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE ! although now i eat with three of my female classmates i know and feel they dont like me i can feel it i just dont wan to say fuck fuck fuck fucking cb !
i got no one to lean over i can only whine here in my blog and thats it
for your info i dont like korean boy already he is history so stop sms-ing me and ask me thankss leh
roday i flare up at mea two classmates dont know whads happening to me nowadays im getting so angry easily