Saturday, May 9, 2009
Only piano is left here and it spent a whole day talking with me.
The cello that's been sleeping is silent and worn.
I think you have made it very clear (for me) to understand.
I am aware and know too that there is no reluctance in you.
You said that you will feel completely broken-heart too, but i don't believe it.
Though i used to hold your hands and you spent time with me,
it was all history.
I really hope that he really loves you more than i ( still) do,
only then can i force myself to leave you
You want a farewell, but i simply do not want to end this relationship.
Why do you expect me to be smiling and pretend like nothinghas happened?
I don't have a talent like this, embracing you and accepting him.
Don't worry too much about me, I'll survive and live well.
You are very far away from me now, and i will also slowly walk away (from your life).
Why do i even let you to choose how and when we break up ?
I really have no talent , I can't soothe (be in silence) that quick.
I will learn to give you up and that is because I love you so.